Author: Beau
Right As Rain
Who wants to be right as rain
It’s better when something is wrong
You get excitement in your bones
And everything you do’s a game
When night comes And your on your own
You can say I chose to be alone
Who wants to be right as rain
It’s harder when your on top
That’s from “Right As Rain” by Adele. If you haven’t heard her, you should definitely check her out, just search for her on YouTube. “Chasing Pavements” and “Right As Rain” would be a couple of good places to start.
She makes a good point, chaos is definitely exciting. I’ve had lots of chaos and lots of stability crammed into the last four years of my life since I moved to Colorado. 1 year of chaos, 2 years of stability, and 1 more year of chaos. I’m here at what feels like the tail end of a year of chaos, at least I can hope.
- Year 1: Move to Fort Collins, Colorado, struggle to find a decent job, struggle to make friends in a new place. Move to Denver in chaotic relationship. Relationship ends, move back to Fort Collins, CO. Relationship resumes, move back to Denver. Relationship ends, boot ex out of his own apartment for treating me like a Yo-Yo.
- Year 2: Get into stable relationship. Get engaged.
- Year 3: Great job, great relationship, great social circle.
- Year 4: Engagement ends, great job ends, social circle disappears. Get into nightmare rebound relationship. Take crappy job, rebound relationship ends.
- Year 5 (so far): Get back into school. Quit crappy job to work on Barack Obama’s campaign, life changing. Go broke. Get offer from great nonprofit organization. Looking forward to interview with second great nonprofit organization. Wondering what the future holds.
All in all, I can’t complain. I’m healthy and I have a roof over my head, though we’ll see if the roof is still there come the first of next month! 😉
I am content. I have the normal concerns of life, but I am content. I feel good about where we’re headed as a nation and as a globe. I believe my potential to do the things I long to do and to help others is as bright as it ever was, even if it was cloudy for a while. The clouds have come and gone, and as one of my dearest friends has always reminded me in some of my darker days, the sun will shine tomorrow.
Smile, Relax, Play
I have loved this flash game for a while, and it always seems to make me smile and help me relax. The music is original and composed for the game, I think it’s beautiful.
Enjoy.
Someone over at GraphJam.com game up with this brilliant and incredibly accurate graph.
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Marylin Musgrave has been the target of my posts before, but this time she’s really outdone herself.
It appears that two weeks after the election where she lost by a glorious twelve percentage points, she is still refusing to concede the race and congratulate her opponent, Betsy Markey. I’ve known for a while that this woman is shameless and just plain mean, but this is even surprising to me.
Marilyn now has the honor of making national news, as she was featured on the Rachel Maddow Show.
Furthermore, she has been listed on Newsweek’s The Dignity Index as a 78 out of 100. Newsweek had this to say: “Despite losing her re-election bid by 12 points, Colorado GOP Rep. Marilyn Musgrave refuses to congratulate her opponent or even concede the race,”
This woman has been an enemy of my right to happiness and equality, and I am filled with much joy that the fair-minded people of Colorado’s 4th Congression District have spoken loudly and have boldly silenced Marilyn’s fearmongering and hatred.
“Stay classy Marilyn Musgrave.”
This past Saturday, November 15th, people from across the nation nation came together at over 300 rallies to protest Proposition 8 in California, Florida’s Amendment 2, a similar ballot initiative in Arizona and the anti adoption amendment in Arkansas.
I was one of the Marshals for the event and it was an amazing time. The Marshals arrived about an hour and a half before the rally and people started showing up not long after we did. There were over 1,500 in attendance at the rally and about 1,200 of them marched with us down 16th street mall.
As a Marshal my responsibilities were primarily crowd control. As the crowd grew at the rally, we ran out of space and people were starting to move into the street in front of the Denver City & County Building. The street was still open to traffic, so we had to do out part to avoid accidents.
Once we started marching, we kept the group as together as we could. The line was too long to be seen in its entirety, much to my surprise and excitement. The Marshals would leapfrog and hold the traffic at the different intersections. Understandably, there were a few pissed off commuters, but we had a permit to be there and I personally find my rights being denied to me a bit more inconvenient then being stuck at an intersection for a few minutes.
As Marshals, we also kept the crowd chanting. I would walk up and down as much of the march as I could and lead them in chants. I started losing my voice about halfway through and recruit fellow marchers to help me out:
“What do we want?” “Equal rights!” “When do we want them?” “Now!”
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“Gay, straight, black, white – marriage is a civil right!”
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“Love, Not Hate! Love, Not Hate! Love, Not Hate!“
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About three fourths of the way through the march, people were getting tired and my voice was all but gone, but we pushed forward and I reminded the marchers that as tired as we were, the opposition was far from tired of denying us our rights.
Most encouraging to me were the straight couples with their children who came out to support us. They were scattered all over our rally and just as passionate about equality as the gay community. I was also encouraged by the employees and customers of the different stores along 16th Street Mall that came out on to the sidewalk to cheer us on, some even joining us in our march.
We finally made it back to Civic Center Park, but the group did not disperse as I had expected. People picked up and led their own chants, others just smiled with tear filled eyes amazed at the spectacle they were witnessing. I finally climbed to the top of the nearby stairs and thanked everyone for coming, implored them not to let their passion and their work end here, to contact their elected officials and hold them accountable, vote in the future and stay involved in the movement. A cheer went up, a group of High School students resumed their cheers, and we Marshals were surrounded by grateful marchers who hugged and thanked us for our work.
It was an inspirational experience that I don’t anticipate matching anytime soon. After 4 months on the Obama campaign I was apprehensive and very slow to sign up to work this event, but I am thrilled that I ultimately did.
Equality will come, that much I know.
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We Elected A President
Four days later it is still sinking in. We elected a President. Not in the collective sense of we as Americans elected a President, as we do every 4 years, but we, as in the people I know and worked with on a daily basis.
I am in a bit of a daze, to be completely honest. As I said in my previous post my grades suffered and I am not prepared for an exam I have coming up this Monday and wasn’t in class to get the study guide. I also missed an exam last week which I am unsure of whether I will be able to makeup or not. I am hoping this lack of focus will diminish now that the campaign is over.
I am considering a few part time job options, but I feel so far behind in life. I wish I could hit Fast Forward and finish school and get on with the real work. Oh well, c’est la vie.
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It is 2AM on October 30th and staying true to quantifying my life in terms of how close Election day is, it is 5 days away. I have sacrificed my bank accounts and standard of living by not working when I could have been and I have let my my grades suffer by working on this campaign since August. The thought that in 5 days it could all be a waste is a little frightening. I just cashed out my 401k to make it through and I’m stressed to say the least.
I decided to get back into school after 6 years and my performance this semester has been less than stellar. I hope I have time to pull it out of the gutter once the campaign is over. I hope.
I do this because it is a cause greater than myself and my hope for the future overpowers my concerns for my present. That is why I do this.
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Okay, I can admit it, this makes me miss Louisiana. I always loved Zydeco, but this is definitely my current favorite. For those of you new to this genre, well, just google it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qq8Uc5BFogE
Wow. As funny as this is, I end up finding it very moving and extremely powerful. Great, great piece.